Stuck in a bunch of mediocrity one more day. Today I got to the point where I don't know if lough or cry anymore. This wave of complanings about how I live my life and what do I do with it has reach the limit. When "family" talks behind your back and accuse you of not been generous just because you never spend money in shitie trash you don't need at the mall like them, just because you never invite them all to eat out, or offer them to pay bills that are not even yours! when you just "waste a lot of the money" in a flight ticket!!... This makes you think... Is this stupitity really happening to me?... Are these prejudicial strangers my actual family? The ones that suppose to suport me instead of criticizing every little detail in my life?... What is it that you want people!? You complain about having no "real" life... haha don't make me lough!! You expect me to "live a normal life" watching TV the whole fucking day and eating like a desperate and depressed person?! Is that the kind of trashy life you want for me? Ok... Im a little exalted... is just that for me this kind of "conversations" are really a waste of time. You simply wont ever get lighted! The darkness has corrupted you so deep that there's no way out... But please, quit your intents to drag me with you because it will be in vain. I am standing up in a different cloud. I am... thank God a lighted person and this light is just to strong to stop glittering. Your stink is not going to contaminate my soul. And don't you dare to call me ignorant again! Just because you disagree with my optimistic point of view. If life is tought for you then that is your bussines. It won't be like that for me, no matter how hard you try to bring me down. The good always wins. More money is what you need? I will give it to you to shut your mouth... or just move away... i don't know. I had to let it go... not a big deal... Just a white spot in a black painting.
Jess Mount
My love for art, photography, poetry, creativity expressions, food, cool ideas and cool people.
2 comments:
did you realise that in a painting of black the only thing anybody ever sees is the white spot, the most important detail of the painting, a mystery, an inspiration.
your a survivor J and i know that you can make it through and keep on shining, you amaze me and are an inspiration to me so be proud of the fact that you are the white spot in the black painting, you are the most important detail in that painting!!
Thank you D, your support means a lot to me!!
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